Thursday, March 03, 2011

Moving of my bloggy!
My new blog add:   http://yolandawan.wordpress.com/
Check it out there for new post in future! =)

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Monday, August 02, 2010

Stupid blog blog.. took 1 week to recover my new post page..
think finally i can get to post again.. but i dunno what to write...
coz the feeling of writing about this thing is kind of not the same...

ok.. i will just say..
2 weeks ago.. was the 4th death anniversary of my cousin...
i happen to find out this.. while the facebook updates show the latest update..
i seldom scroll through.. but as someone so close to heart and a relative from far..
i tend to pay more attention... my Aunt is still very sad about it but of coz acting a strong side in front of everyone..
I left her a message.. ask her to be strong and no matter what we have to move on.. although all of us do miss her alot...

after leaving that message on her facebook... my whole emotion turns very down...
to my surprise.. i really break down not long after that..
and in this incident.. i find out the difference between the 2 of them...
1 will tell me it's ok.. and expect me to recover myself...
the other one will not say a thing.. accompany me and go through the sadness with me and makes me feel that i'm not alone ont his..

don't ask me which is better.. because i believe everyone have their own thought about it...
but i can admit that i prefer the latter... as i know that i will not be alone... and he will be there for me when i really need the strong arms around me to shelter me from tears and pain...
have you really found yours? =)

YoLaNdA Left This At 2:40 PM

Friday, April 23, 2010

It's not a good day.. seems like playing hide and seek with customers..
To pray for her daddy.. it strikes pretty hard on me i guess...
Hoping that everything will be fine.....
Who knows.. when im back i saw her post that her daddy is gone..
I am really sorry to hear that... and i cannot attend the wake...
Reason being, im getting married this year...
Cindy.. please take care of yourself.. don't think too much...
At least we know that now he don't need to suffer in pain anymore...
Please please.. for those who know Cindy.. pray hard for her to get through all these...

It's just another day of waiting in my dear's van after work...
I did not complain.. nope i did not.. and i am not complainging at all..
Tts simply a statement.. just wanna note down what i am doing simply..
Eventually.. it ended up in an argument.. i really do not know what should i say..

Its not a matter of wanting a person to change the lifestyle or what.. really not..
My only thinking is that if the situation does not change..
Then we can do something to adapt to it.. by doing this is not saying that you have to give way to something..
Or give up something in your life.. maybe it could be a short term change or letting go certain things for a period of time... It's just adapting to a part of our life.. the ever-changing world...

Not thoughts of pin-pointing at anyone or what..
But people just think of it that way.. there is no way we can control...
Whoever knows me and understand me know how i am like..
It just hurts when someone so close think of me that way... it upsets me deeply..
If things really happen this way.. we have to ask ourselves why does it ended up that way...
Question ourselves did we do something wrong..
If it is really not anything that we do wrong that leads to this... then why bother..
Why get so work up and confront or explain everything which other party cannot listen in at all..

I guess in certain extend i change.. maybe i choose to ignore or bo chap about things i did not do wrong..
People will find out one day.. so as long as i am doing the right thing.. that is my thinking..
However, what i think i am right might be wrong too... i do agree...
No one is perfect.. If someone tell me or explain to me... i will accept...
No one likes to be fire at and being blame for everything that they think they did not do wrong in..
A proper talk should help.. but how many people can calm themselves and really sit down to talk..
I doubt that...

As for myself.. i do think that my patience level is increasing day by day.... maybe not totally when im facing customer.. whom keep shouting and do not listen to the message that i am trying to bring across..
but to people that are close to me.. near me.. i dare saying that i put in my utmost patience level..
I do not like to scream or shout or argue.. i am a peace lover..
But please bear in mind.. me too have my patience level.. do not test me out..
Like i tell my younger sister.. i am crazy.. i can do whatever i want..
Just like locking my younger sister out of the house due to some reason in the past..
Whoever understands me will know what i am saying.. but do NOT test my patience level thou it is not very low.. Everybody have a limit to every single thing that is happening to them..

It's been like 4 months since i like update my blog.. thou i did say in my previous blog that i want to make it a habit that i update my blog often... BUT...
Something is pulling me away from it... for what reason and why.. i am not going to empharsize on that...
But i do things with a reason... i just want to say..
Please think thru if oneself do anything wrong before fire at anyone.. and for me i asked myself and i am sure i wont do that...
This is very general... simply a statement and i think that it doesn't refer to anyone in particular..

YoLaNdA Left This At 12:07 AM

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

My heart feels so heavy.. same goes for my eyes.. my mind..
Tears rolling down my cheek.. it just happens like this..
No more words need to be say.. the thought of it already make me feel this way..
What more do i need? Hearing your voice is a good enough 催泪济
Don't ask me what i want.. coz i really dunno..
Once again i have to let go.. no matter what..
The best solution for everyone..
Bless me please.. Pray for me please.. 
I need it most now.. I fall from great height again..
=) Thou my smile do not really look real.. but im trying my best to.. =)


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*The Princess*

Name: Yolanda
D.O.B.: 29 Dec
Zodiax: Capricorn
Occupation: Free Scolding Collector
Hometown: HK, Singapore

Well.. I think im kinda pessimistic.. Always thinking and worrying too much..
Trying to lead a happier life after going through these days..
With people who love me around.. I'm sure i will be much more happier..

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