Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Haiz.. It's been almost a week since my last blog..
The main thing is my grandparents are here..
This is the only happy times that i will be at home.. when they are here..
Or else.. with my parents around.. i will not have any happy moments...
Or rather there will not be any happy moments...

I have been accompanying them for the past few days.. that was the happiest moments...
But soon.. these happy moments is going to become sad moments... why?
I'm intending to break the news to my grandma tonight after dinner...
The news that i have already moved out of this home...

It hurts me alot when come to the thinking of telling then this news...
Last friday i was home.. taking a nap before dinner.. i overheard my grandma and my mum's conversation..
It hurts me lots lots.. but by hearing tat conversation.. i just feels tat my mum is still trying to pin point on me... on many many things...

Its so sad to hear all those.. i can't take my nap.. was sobbing restlessly.. and trying to pretend asleep...
It was till the extend that i really can't keep lying there.. coz they are coming in and checking on me and so on.. I just pretend to be awake n walk to toilet.. to wash my face and so on...
Yes.. i have to pretend that i'm ok.. thou deep in my heart...
I'm thinking about when i break the news to them.. how sad will everyone be..

It is so so so sad.. I just do not know wat to say... and come to think about it that i'm going to talk to them tonight... i have no idea how to do it... and how it will turn out to be...

Wish me luck for tonight and hopefully things will go smoothly... Pray hard and hard for me please..
I need lots of courage.. and blessing in this.. All the best to myself...

YoLaNdA Left This At 11:04 AM

*The Princess*

Name: Yolanda
D.O.B.: 29 Dec
Zodiax: Capricorn
Occupation: Free Scolding Collector
Hometown: HK, Singapore

Well.. I think im kinda pessimistic.. Always thinking and worrying too much..
Trying to lead a happier life after going through these days..
With people who love me around.. I'm sure i will be much more happier..

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