Thursday, September 11, 2008
It's been more than a month since i last blogged.. Some major things to note.. My dear celebrate my dad's birthday together and formerly introduced.. Moon cake festival this sunday.. and my parents asked him up for dinner too... Someone is overjoyed..
Adeline is backed from Portsmouth.. meet up a few times with her.. she is still the same.. 6th month anniversary with my dear... we had our couple ring.. a simple but nice one... I quited my previous job.. and i have started my new one.. Things changed.. and people changed.. everything is changing.. well. that is the nature of everything..
Started my new job almost a month.. thou i'm quite familiar with the place.. But it is a new challenge.. new environment.. new people... It's like all back to the beginning.. felt defeated at times.. things happened.. But well.. just have to keep going and no turning back...
Talking about no turning back... i should be moving home soon i guess... Mainly due to my dad and my grandma.. my dad is quite unstable in his job.. Which i think my whole family is kinda worried.. My grandma changed... which makes me super duper worried.... She used to be so active and energetic.. but now.. she seems so restless.. no mood for everything..
I do understand that they worry about me that's why probably they turned out that way... So... moving back should be a good choice.. and further more i should be able to save up more ba.. Well.. lucky my dear is there to help me to clear the stuffs.. else.. all on my own again... I think i will be dead.. packing... and packing...
Anyway.. the main reason for me blogging today... i feel erm.... how should i put it... sad... moody... fan.. yeah.. annoying..
Today.. i heard 2 big bad news... My uncle called and informed that my grandaunt is diagnosed to be with Lung Cancer.. It is not in early stage.. but in advance stage.. it's already spread to the bones... She have decided to stop chemo.. as it is a very painful experience she feel... So.. now we are all waiting time to pass and hope that she will be having a happier life without the chemo..
This grandaunt of mine used to be a very strict person, but very reasonable. harsh but with a great thinking.. Now she is changed to be a affable and very nice person... Thou she used to be that way.. she dote me alot alot.. not in a blindly way... But she always says that im very good.. im filial.. im good to old people and so on... Whatever it is.. she just dote me lots lots... It's painful to hear about all these...
Worst of all.. my uncle is going back to Dubai for work this sat.. and his wife is also going to work in Dubai soon.. Which means that my granduncle and grandaunt will be all alone in singapore.. They have no other relatives but us.. thou my parents and my sister are not close with them.. but i am.. So.. my uncle asked me for help.. in case anything happen when they are not in singapore.. He hope that i could help him out and help to take care of them..
To me.. I have no problem at all.. i believe.. so as long as i know about it.. No matter what.. i will still try to help out... see if there's anything that i could do.. I felt that this is the minimum that i could do and i could help.. Well.. i can't say much but i could only say that im sad.. very very sad to hear this... Let's pray hard hard for my grandaunt.. and hopefully she will have a happy and less painful life..
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