Friday, April 23, 2010
It's not a good day.. seems like playing hide and seek with customers..
To pray for her daddy.. it strikes pretty hard on me i guess...
Hoping that everything will be fine.....
Who knows.. when im back i saw her post that her daddy is gone..
I am really sorry to hear that... and i cannot attend the wake...
Reason being, im getting married this year...
Cindy.. please take care of yourself.. don't think too much...
At least we know that now he don't need to suffer in pain anymore...
Please please.. for those who know Cindy.. pray hard for her to get through all these...
It's just another day of waiting in my dear's van after work...
I did not complain.. nope i did not.. and i am not complainging at all..
Tts simply a statement.. just wanna note down what i am doing simply..
Eventually.. it ended up in an argument.. i really do not know what should i say..
Its not a matter of wanting a person to change the lifestyle or what.. really not..
My only thinking is that if the situation does not change..
Then we can do something to adapt to it.. by doing this is not saying that you have to give way to something..
Or give up something in your life.. maybe it could be a short term change or letting go certain things for a period of time... It's just adapting to a part of our life.. the ever-changing world...
Not thoughts of pin-pointing at anyone or what..
But people just think of it that way.. there is no way we can control...
Whoever knows me and understand me know how i am like..
It just hurts when someone so close think of me that way... it upsets me deeply..
If things really happen this way.. we have to ask ourselves why does it ended up that way...
Question ourselves did we do something wrong..
If it is really not anything that we do wrong that leads to this... then why bother..
Why get so work up and confront or explain everything which other party cannot listen in at all..
I guess in certain extend i change.. maybe i choose to ignore or bo chap about things i did not do wrong..
People will find out one day.. so as long as i am doing the right thing.. that is my thinking..
However, what i think i am right might be wrong too... i do agree...
No one is perfect.. If someone tell me or explain to me... i will accept...
No one likes to be fire at and being blame for everything that they think they did not do wrong in..
A proper talk should help.. but how many people can calm themselves and really sit down to talk..
I doubt that...
As for myself.. i do think that my patience level is increasing day by day.... maybe not totally when im facing customer.. whom keep shouting and do not listen to the message that i am trying to bring across..
but to people that are close to me.. near me.. i dare saying that i put in my utmost patience level..
I do not like to scream or shout or argue.. i am a peace lover..
But please bear in mind.. me too have my patience level.. do not test me out..
Like i tell my younger sister.. i am crazy.. i can do whatever i want..
Just like locking my younger sister out of the house due to some reason in the past..
Whoever understands me will know what i am saying.. but do NOT test my patience level thou it is not very low.. Everybody have a limit to every single thing that is happening to them..
It's been like 4 months since i like update my blog.. thou i did say in my previous blog that i want to make it a habit that i update my blog often... BUT...
Something is pulling me away from it... for what reason and why.. i am not going to empharsize on that...
But i do things with a reason... i just want to say..
Please think thru if oneself do anything wrong before fire at anyone.. and for me i asked myself and i am sure i wont do that...
This is very general... simply a statement and i think that it doesn't refer to anyone in particular..
YoLaNdA Left This At 12:07 AM
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