Monday, August 02, 2010

Stupid blog blog.. took 1 week to recover my new post page..
think finally i can get to post again.. but i dunno what to write...
coz the feeling of writing about this thing is kind of not the same...

ok.. i will just say..
2 weeks ago.. was the 4th death anniversary of my cousin...
i happen to find out this.. while the facebook updates show the latest update..
i seldom scroll through.. but as someone so close to heart and a relative from far..
i tend to pay more attention... my Aunt is still very sad about it but of coz acting a strong side in front of everyone..
I left her a message.. ask her to be strong and no matter what we have to move on.. although all of us do miss her alot...

after leaving that message on her facebook... my whole emotion turns very down...
to my surprise.. i really break down not long after that..
and in this incident.. i find out the difference between the 2 of them...
1 will tell me it's ok.. and expect me to recover myself...
the other one will not say a thing.. accompany me and go through the sadness with me and makes me feel that i'm not alone ont his..

don't ask me which is better.. because i believe everyone have their own thought about it...
but i can admit that i prefer the latter... as i know that i will not be alone... and he will be there for me when i really need the strong arms around me to shelter me from tears and pain...
have you really found yours? =)

YoLaNdA Left This At 2:40 PM

*The Princess*

Name: Yolanda
D.O.B.: 29 Dec
Zodiax: Capricorn
Occupation: Free Scolding Collector
Hometown: HK, Singapore

Well.. I think im kinda pessimistic.. Always thinking and worrying too much..
Trying to lead a happier life after going through these days..
With people who love me around.. I'm sure i will be much more happier..

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